Friday, February 04, 2005

feeling a little depressed this morning... don't know why... stomach feels queasy again... not a good thing... haiz~ then it's might PMS... just feel like curling up into a ball and seperating myself from the rest of the world... but i've got to work so...

i went to junction 8 last with leah and clesias to shop with gracie... it's was a fun time... leah really helped grace alot with her choice of clothes... also we went to funkyb to buy badges... i bought a badge which says: C.I.A. ... know what it stands for?? Christ Is Alive... =) but the sad thing is, it was the last one and i dropped it onto the mrt track... haiz~ why?! ='( maybe i should eat the chocolates i bought earlier to cheer myself up... heard it'll make the eater happy cause it produces some hormones that induce happiness...

soccer! barcelona having a match against chelsea on feb 23, wed, in the champions league... the leaders of the Spanish Primera Liga and English Premiership are gonna clash! this had better be a good match... They're surely not leading well ahead of the other teams in their respective leagues for fun right? Meanwhile, manchester united is having a match with ac milan on the same day... hmmm... i know my mentor is a huge fan of ac milan... and my eldest brother(charles) is a huge fan of man u... i used to be a fan of man u too...

now i know why i had such a big feeling of dread this morning... i don't have to go to work after today le... don't know it i should be gald or sad... after all, i had wanted to quit just before chinese new year... which is now... haiz~ i don't know anymore... but at least now i'm free to stay at home and go out with my friends... so if any one wants to go out, find me! also andrew still owes me ice cream and i'm now free to meet him in the afternoon...

some times i just feel like nobody loves me and nobody cares anyway... now seems like one of those times... as i said, might be PMS... haiz~ today is sure a depressin day... for the whole day i've felt like i have a heavy heart... wonder what the issue is...

i had lunch with gracie today... told her that i haven't been doin my QT... and that i needed reminders... so she agreed to remind me... anyway, she lent me her bible to read after lunch... felt better... thanks grace =)