Friday, April 28, 2006

If a guy walked up to me and told me: "It's either me or God." A guy whom i liked for a way long time. I would tell him: "It'll be God any day."

It doesn't have to be in a literal sense. It could be the him wanting me to do something, not evil things, but something which i know that God doesn't want me to do. Something which God tells me i'm not prepared to face yet or what not.

God has always been there for me. Even when i was a fool and chose my own path instead of His. He is always waiting with open arms to wipe away my tears. Always there whenever i need Him, any place and time.

It's only been the second week of sem, but i've been thinking too much, doubting and wondering. Why couldn't i have gone to sp instead? Why did God put me in nyp? I'd feel much better emtionally, right? And being the optimistic me, i shut those thoughts up and started on: If i didn't come to nyp, i wouldn't have met up with so many wgss people. If i didn't come to nyp, I wouldnt have gotten interesting classmates of MS0601 (to MS0601, we are an interesting class =P). I feel so much better now, don't i?

Here's a song of how God's always always there, waiting
Who Am I? by Casting Crowns (yes, the very same one which sang accidentally in love)
-Verse 1-
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

-Pre-chorus-
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

-Chorus-
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

-Verse 2-
Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

[-Pre-chorus-
-Chorus-] X2

-Bridge-
I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours