Wednesday, June 14, 2006

A teacher of mine once said that i had expressive eyes: when i am displeased/ bored/ happy, its obvious through my eyes.

Wonder if its still true.. That i express myself through my eyes...

Or have i learnt to put on so many masks, layer after layer, no one can see the real me anymore. When i'm turmoiled, no one seems to see. Or simply, no one cares.

No longer is anyone able to see through my smiles, to see the inner me. Where i question myself and life around me. No one asks, so why bother?

Couldn't life be simpler? A family which threatens to break up, people who hook my name with a guy's, a walk with God that feels so stagent for a long while now, all these are not needed. Can i just toss them out of my life?

Feels jaded at the age of 17 years 7 months and 1 days.