Thursday, October 05, 2006

Funny how when i'm at home i just want to ignore the world outside. Like ignoring my moblie phone, not checking my email unless absolutely needed, and not blogging. Some times it feels nice the cut off the world, to say, refresh yourself?

Thing is, if you cut yourself off for too long, you feel kinda lathargic, no energy or much will to do anything. And things get really boring.

Well, it's not as if i'm really dead stuck at home. I'm busy every other week for youth camp. And there's church on weekends. Still, i feel sluggish anyway. And i hate falling into a routine. Maybe thats why i don't constantly blog or check my email. I'll do it for a while and then break out of it. Jeez... School and church are probably the most constant things in my life.

Or maybe i'm just plain lazy. It's too troublesome for me to make the effort? That makes me sound ultimate lazy. Don't get me wrong, i love being busy. Having things to do. It's just that when i settle down, i can't be bothered to start up again. At least until the last minute.

Hmm... is there a cure for this? *shugs*